1. I love change and cant live without at least one sirious change to my life every week.

2. I was running up the down escalator with tabitha and her skinny ass made it and i didnt.

3. i feel like a failure because im fat.

4. when i eat, i feel like im worthless.

5. I feel like no guy ever looks at me.

6. my boobs are verry large.

7. some days i wish i were a gay guy.

8. i cant wait to grow up but i miss when i was a teeny tiny in the 90's.

9. i write poetry to prove to people that i am the all-around artist. i truely hate doing it. to me its just one more thing on the list that i CAN do.

10. im afraid of Howdy Doody. xD

11. I wish i were 18 already just so i could get piercings and tattoos. JUST SO I COULD DO THAT.

12. I hate a clsoe friend because her life is more fun than mine.

13. i hate everyone in my school because they all have more friends.

14. the only guy i ever loved doesnt love me back whatsoever.

15. I once passed out in class, sarah passed out at lunch in school, so now were fainting buddies xD

16. I cant stand most people who are skinnier than me.

17. guys probably never do actually like me.

18. im the funest bitch in the world but i feel like no guy will ever let me show them that.

19. i fear if i dont die with my mom i will die alone.

20. Every night i put off going to sleep because i feel like i wont wake up the next morning and that nothing can save me.

21. i truely hate it when people tell me stuff about god, like i did something wrong.

22. I am afraid of dieing young.

23. i want lipo worse than a collage education.

24. I gained 6 pounds on a diet my doctor put me on, not cheating on it at all.

25. I am a happy person untill something geoes wrong. then i wear a fake smile to make people think im not phased by it.



thats me. dont get me wrong i am not a depressed person, i just dont have much faith in myself.